Mood:  down

2009-03-21

I have had it, I am throwing in the towel on trying to find a worthy slave!   I don't believe one exists.  If he sounds good and qualifies, the first time I don't want to do something or do something My way instead of the "conventional" way, they run for the hills because someone has told them that REAL Dommes or Mistresses don't do it that way! 

I need someone with some staying power that isn't going to leave until I tell him to.

And they keep wanting to Instant Message instead of send an email!

I tell them I will IM when I get ready and not before but they don't listen.

To hell with them all!  I'm going to take a break and try to save to have someone give Me a quote on writing several free grants so I can maybe start a business and get a home if possible.  I have My doubts as to whether I can get enough.