Mood:  down

Wish I could report a good, thrilling session but that's not how yesterday turned out.

I had agreed to meet a prospective slave for coffee at a quiet restaurant in town. I live in the "country"  with pastureland at the back and coyotes then the highway "knocking on our door" in front.  This guy and I had been conversing for a couple of weeks and he seemed genuinely dedicated and obedient.  Had done whatever I asked online and proven himself.  W/we had spoken over the phone and mutually agreed that W/we liked each other's voices and accents.

It started out raining and drizzled off and on all day.  The humidity was awful.  I put My hair in a free falling pony tail on top of My head and hoped My makeup wouldn't slide down to My neck before I could get inside under air!   I wore a nice summer dress with a floral pattern, white flats, made sure I smelled pleasant to Myself at least and went to meet this guy that was supposedly coming from Arizona on a trip.

I arrived on time, didn't see him anywhere and waited; ordered coffee, and entertained Myself for awhile with a pocketbook, looking around occasionally to see if anyone remotely looking like this guy was in the vicinity.  I gave him one full hour - fighting to stay awake, hoping My cell phone would ring with him stuttering an apology and saying he would be here shortly, but NOTHING! 

 At first I was ticked off but it soon got replaced by a sleepy depression.   When I get depressed I eat or sleep to make the world go away or both.

Came home, got comfortable and called it a day.  Chalked it up as another sub down.